Annrey Penensoro

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Friday, February 9, 2007

Text Bomb

I guess you've been also embarassed in different matters or situations. But among those, what do you consider the most embarassing moment?
It was Christmas vacation when me and my friend had time for texting. We texted every hour, every minute, every second of the day. We talked about different matters. We slept at around 9:30 in the evening even if it is a break.
But among all the days of our texting, there is really moment that Jhacel, my friend, left her cellphone and every time she leaves her cellphone, her brother gets hold of it. That is my point now, meaning, that his brother was the one holding the cellphone at that very moment when I revealed my secret since all I knew was my bestfriend was holding her cellphone at that time. After, I sent the message containing my most precious secret, I received a reply, with remarks at the end that" This is Jhacel's brother. This cellphone is with me because she went to somewhere else", using our native language, the Vernacular.
Then, the brother of my friend said that my crush was there in their house. After I read his message, I thought it just meant that my crush was simply there but that text message wanted to warn me not to attempt to reveal my secrets because he iwas also reading it. So because I misunderstood it, it lead me to a "vulgarization session" with my friend's brother. Then, not knowing, there were also text messages from my crush that I thought it was from my friend's brother. You may notice that everytime I talk about my friend's brother- I do not say his name. It is because he wanted privacy. Going back to our main topic. So all I knew is that her brother was using it so when I received a text message questioning if I really got crush on his cousin, I answered a BIG YES. But naturally, if you were in my shoes, you would really deny it and so I did at first. But later I asked a favor on the brother of my friend not to breathe any word to anyone else. And he said he won't really say it to anybody. Not knowing my crush really saw that text message and so if ever I would deny, he would have a witness and of course an evidence. But until that time I still did not know that some messages were from my crush. I even gave the best description for a man. Then the thing there is I really have no idea that it was him who had read the messages.
After sometime, my friend was already home. I told her of what I felt while texting with her brother. You know why? While texting I was already suspecting if it was really my friend's brother because as what I knew with her brother- he was quite naughty. But the text messages did not match with his characters- it was even opposite. The messages were so sweet and so friendly. That made me think twice.
Then, my friend told me that we would text each other. (refers to my crush). After she told me that I received a message. And so I refused at first because I felt that my hands are shaking when he first texted me. I was nervous. But later I gave up refusing, so we texted each other. But until this time I did not concluded that it was him and not my friend's brother who texted me at that time before she arrived in their house. But I was thinking of that possibilty. Then later I knew from my friend that my crush has read my message. Oh, how embarassing was it. I felt really, really embarassed. It was to the extreme that I already did not want to go out of our house and stay there 24 hours. But I can't because I used it to go out of our house because it was the only time in which my mother would permit me to go out with my friends. But in return we were already friends. And I'm so happy with that.
From that time on, I was even more careful in every move I make so you won't be embarassed anymore.
And to you guys who is reading this experience of mine- I know you learned something from this. Hoping that you will apply it somehow in your daily living.

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